She wasn't immortalizing his failure she was immortalizing the fact he cheated and lied to so many people.
I question your authority, because you refuse to stop dicking around with us and sharing things he wanted us to see. If you're such a friend and a "niece" to him, then why aren't you sharing with us? Because we're lower than you? Think of how Ben would view this situation. I wouldn't imagine him being very happy with this.


oh.............sorryQuexinos wrote:She wasn't immortalizing his failure she was immortalizing the fact he cheated and lied to so many people.
No she wasn't I had nothing to do with his ED page's creation. I keep on saying this but people will think it was me. It was Valerie Varnes who made it.
I question your authority, because you refuse to stop dicking around with us and sharing things he wanted us to see. If you're such a friend and a "niece" to him, then why aren't you sharing with us? Because we're lower than you? Think of how Ben would view this situation. I wouldn't imagine him being very happy with this.
I kept those secret because he asked me to keep them secret when he was alive. He trusted me on a very high level. He wouldn't have told me these things or shared these things with me if he didn't trust me to keep them secret... The only reason I told people I had stuff from him is because people asked me if he had shared things with me and I didn't want to lie. I kept these things from you guys because he was my friend and because I loved him. I wouldn't do anything to hurt his trust or hurt what we had.
Now he's gone, that's true so there's no point but I haven't revealed them yet because... I'm having a hard time letting go. I'm sorry but once I share all this, I truly have to accept that Ben is gone and I don't think I'm ready to do that. He told me, he told me many times that when he passed away, I could do whatever I wanted with his stories. He wouldn't be mad if I never shared them. I will share them I just... I dunno I guess I can't explain it.
A lot of people don't seem to understand who I lost here This wasn't just the SatAM guy to me. Or the voice over guy. He was one of the best friends I ever had. We had a very special friendship, none like no other that I've ever shared before with anyone. I'm not saying this for pity, I'm saying this because I"m trying to explain it. This wasn't just "oh that sucks that he's gone." This has left me very empty inside. I still cry before I go to sleep at night these days. Maybe I need to get over it, I dunno. But rest assured that if you just give me time here, to really just... mourn what I lost, I will share with you what I have. Thanks.
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And FYI it's not even that much. He didn't like give me a huge script or anything, just some ideas he had.

Quexinos wrote:A lot of people don't seem to understand who I lost here This wasn't just the SatAM guy to me. Or the voice over guy. He was one of the best friends I ever had. We had a very special friendship, none like no other that I've ever shared before with anyone. I'm not saying this for pity, I'm saying this because I"m trying to explain it. This wasn't just "oh that sucks that he's gone." This has left me very empty inside. I still cry before I go to sleep at night these days. Maybe I need to get over it, I dunno. But rest assured that if you just give me time here, to really just... mourn what I lost, I will share with you what I have. Thanks.
AN-HERO wrote:Alex Fox wrote:i have to apologize for being the first to call louis out, even though i said it wasnt the time and place.
so to everyone, i apologize
Don't apologize... ever... for what you did. You did good, questioning his ideology. So if anyone disagrees with louis automatically means we aren't true Sat Am fans?
chief wrote:Did Nique make his ED? No. That would be like accusing me of making his ED because the original page was created by some members of FUS. Granted I didn't own the site then but still. Nique did not create anything on the ED nor was it her idea.
Vulpes bicaudata wrote:I understand perfectly. People cope in different ways, and how you do it is up to you. Now, if it was me, I would've been making jokes about it within a day, but I'm like a Vulcan or something

Quexinos wrote:
I kept those secret because he asked me to keep them secret when he was alive. He trusted me on a very high level. He wouldn't have told me these things or shared these things with me if he didn't trust me to keep them secret... The only reason I told people I had stuff from him is because people asked me if he had shared things with me and I didn't want to lie. I kept these things from you guys because he was my friend and because I loved him. I wouldn't do anything to hurt his trust or hurt what we had.
Now he's gone, that's true so there's no point but I haven't revealed them yet because... I'm having a hard time letting go. I'm sorry but once I share all this, I truly have to accept that Ben is gone and I don't think I'm ready to do that. He told me, he told me many times that when he passed away, I could do whatever I wanted with his stories. He wouldn't be mad if I never shared them. I will share them I just... I dunno I guess I can't explain it.
A lot of people don't seem to understand who I lost here This wasn't just the SatAM guy to me. Or the voice over guy. He was one of the best friends I ever had. We had a very special friendship, none like no other that I've ever shared before with anyone. I'm not saying this for pity, I'm saying this because I"m trying to explain it. This wasn't just "oh that sucks that he's gone." This has left me very empty inside. I still cry before I go to sleep at night these days. Maybe I need to get over it, I dunno. But rest assured that if you just give me time here, to really just... mourn what I lost, I will share with you what I have. Thanks.
EDIT:
And FYI it's not even that much. He didn't like give me a huge script or anything, just some ideas he had.

so sorry you have to see us fight, especially here, maybe im not one to talk, but i understand why you kept secrets from us. they were youre best friends secrets, thats something of the utmost importance. no ones gonna rush your mourning of him, and if they do then they are truly heartless.Quexinos wrote:I kept those secret because he asked me to keep them secret when he was alive. He trusted me on a very high level. He wouldn't have told me these things or shared these things with me if he didn't trust me to keep them secret... The only reason I told people I had stuff from him is because people asked me if he had shared things with me and I didn't want to lie. I kept these things from you guys because he was my friend and because I loved him. I wouldn't do anything to hurt his trust or hurt what we had.
Now he's gone, that's true so there's no point but I haven't revealed them yet because... I'm having a hard time letting go. I'm sorry but once I share all this, I truly have to accept that Ben is gone and I don't think I'm ready to do that. He told me, he told me many times that when he passed away, I could do whatever I wanted with his stories. He wouldn't be mad if I never shared them. I will share them I just... I dunno I guess I can't explain it.
A lot of people don't seem to understand who I lost here This wasn't just the SatAM guy to me. Or the voice over guy. He was one of the best friends I ever had. We had a very special friendship, none like no other that I've ever shared before with anyone. I'm not saying this for pity, I'm saying this because I"m trying to explain it. This wasn't just "oh that sucks that he's gone." This has left me very empty inside. I still cry before I go to sleep at night these days. Maybe I need to get over it, I dunno. But rest assured that if you just give me time here, to really just... mourn what I lost, I will share with you what I have. Thanks.
EDIT:
And FYI it's not even that much. He didn't like give me a huge script or anything, just some ideas he had.
PorpoiseMuffins wrote:Also, Thony! How cool is it to see you on here again!? How have you been?
Very cool to see your face here again!!roxannihilation wrote:I can't believe I missed this. I haven't been on in months and I was just checking the wiki and I couldn't believe what I read. I instantly came here, just now. He was 59, he's the same age as my Dad, which is striking me kinda hard.
It's so difficult to believe. He's done so much for the Sonic community and all of us. The man was truly an incredible writer. A dedicated one.
He's going to be very missed. I still can't believe it.
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